Age is just a number
Wow…is it that time already? In 4 more days, I’ll be 23..pretty scary when you think about it. I know I know, when compared to some of you guys, I’m still younger..:p. But, damn, I’m 23 and still in uni, and even worse, I’m in my first year of undergrad medicine.
I remember having set plans when I was younger..out of uni by the age of 23, a more or less settled career by the age of 27, and marriage and a family all before the age of 30. Funny how things never worked out the way you want or plan them too. As it is, I’ll only be out of med school by the age of 28. Stable career, gosh, probably only by the age of 30 or even later. And damn that biological clock, it just complicates matters even further.. :p. Every plan made has just gone slightly haywire. These turn of events, well, its made making decisions and realistic planning tougher. And yes, as much as it saddens and frustrates me, I know I can’t have it all..I’m going to have to allow one aspect of my life to suffer slightly at the expense of the other.
So, yea, another year begins and I become a year older. They say wisdom comes with age, so let’s pray that the lightning bolt of wisdom does strike me this year as I am so desperately needing that jolt of inspiration right now, the inspiration to make the best and right choices for my loved ones and myself.
February 8th, 2007 at 1:45 am
jessssss! rach here.
miss you!!
dont worry. jan will be 20 this year. hehehe. you and me, all past the 21 hurdle…well…life’s like that la kan. have to prioritise and decide what’s best. bah. take care. happy early bday!!! miss you loads from me and jan.